i keep thinking when i next get to see jade, then i realise she’s asleep upstairs, and im like :) :) :))))))
yeh, i miss being “free and happy” too.
but i dont even want to imagine this life without you.
i dont know what you want me to do, ive tried everything to put us right.. to make you happy.
it hurts me so much to know the only reason you’re like this is because of me.
i’m so scared. i’m so confused. i dont know what to do :’(